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2007-11-06T13:55:00.000+08:00

I realised my blog is quite blank! So i decided to post some things. Went out with Jessica and Cheryl yesterday for dinner! Had lots of fun with them! Talked and talked and then ate dinner at 8 or 9 + at Pastamania. Had creamy chicken pasta + cream of chicken + coke =) It was fun! Glad that everyone is doing well and heard some news as well. Shocking.

Going out with Becks and Jiahui tomorrow to changi village to do something. Haha, you all should know or else no need to know because you all will just give the -.- face if you know what we are going to do. Seriously, its dumb and i admit it but whatever.

Yesterday was very disappointing as well. Guild members left one by one and i am sick of having to handle the drama with guild members and some other things. Job wise, i hope it will go well. I & R wise, i am still waiting for my draft. I think i might just break down any time soon but i hope tomorrow will just change it. GO ME~

Been facebooking recently and its nice~ Haha, quite slow i know. Thats all for now. Off to restock neopets.

SHIFTED

2007-11-02T22:12:00.001+08:00

NEW blog : LEMONflute

OP + Outing

2007-11-02T12:26:00.000+08:00

Wednesday was my OP. Well, i think i did badly! I mixed up my slides and embarassed myself and i did a stupid thing!! My q and a was crap too with all those unexpected questions. And the fact that we had 4 examiners were really horrible.

After that, i rushed home but at the bus stop, i waited for 109 for like super long and i nearly could not meet up with jingyi and zhilin. On the way home with tracy, i spotted some stupid thing by two 89 bus drivers driving alongside each other in the expressway! Talking to each other somemore. Reached home, dropped by laptop and backpack and packed my bag and off i went wearing my school uniform~ To plaza singapura to have my dinner with jy and zl. Ate ban mian while they ate some indonesian rice.

Went toilet and met Charmaine at the station. Set off together and registered at the Red Cross House and there were even refreshments but i didn't drink or eat any. Talk ended earlier than expected at 8.30 and jy and zl wanted to go and look at Miss Whatever. On the way, some person approached us and wanted us to donate $10. Donated in the end and though reflecting on it, they seem fake and looked unconvincing -.- Anyway, some shocking things happened with red cross HAHA. I still can't believe it.

Went to Miss Whatever and Girls and there was nothing much there and we went home. Had a headache so once i finish bathing, i just went to sleep.

Woke up at 9am and realised i need to go out. Ate and prepared but i underestimated the time required to travel to orchard. Went with the unknown people and bought a unknown thing. And i went to meet great mind before meeting chip and watched StarDust with my classmates. Went to meet a friend before going home. And i borrowed books as well from the Orchard Library.

Thats how it all went~

PW + CHINESE

2007-10-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Okay, this sounds so friendly. Life has not been going good for me >.> I know everyone in jc is undergoing this together with me, but i just can't seem to stand it when things become disorganised and it simply gets on my nerves.

Results slips are back and i am very ashamed to say that i am advanced. Due to me failing my chemistry >.> I feel unfair to those who scored fairly well for chemistry and i am ashamed that i am PUSHED to be an S. Sorry >.> I wished the school had allowed you people to have a higher grade as well, it is only fair.

Grades are simply bad, i feel that by posting them up, it would only demoralise me further. DADESS. Thats my grades~ Go find out which they mean haha.

Been attending school lately for pw and chinese. Weekends were spent studying chinese and maybe a bit of slacking but it isn't good ok, the stress level is simply high. However, guiwang fics still managed to cheer me up! =)

Op is the day after tomorrow and i am still quite unprepared. Too many things to handle and i am going overseas to gentings highlands this holidays and i still have to juggle my work attachment with SDSC.

Today was a shocking day as well other than A levels Chinese. A B or C would be like the highest grade i would obtain i guess~ As well, zhilin totally said this shocking thing man! I am sure jingyi would agree with me! HAHAHAHA, but nonetheless, i am happy lah ok =) As for jingyi, bahahahhaa, i told you so!

Some picturess of my favourite couple now~ Wangzi X guigui. And the oh-so-shuai wangzi. haha, at least to me la!

I managed to put both pictures in my handphone as the wallpaper and screensaver! Whenever i feel stress, i just look at them and ta-dah, i will just smile like an idiot! >.> But whatever~ Ciaos~

lizards + bloody things

2007-10-25T13:18:00.000+08:00

Just read xiaxue's blog and i am happy that there is someone afterall who hates lizards as much as me. STUPID BLOODY LIZARDS. I am like the most unlucky in my house being the one who encounters lizards the most. My mum who is in the toilet like 3 hours or so everyday does not see any and one in a blue moon, when i go to the toilet at night before sleep, i just see it. Damn. I hate lizards and i scream at any single one of them. YUCKS. disgusting.

Chinese A levels are next monday and i am not prepared. What a wonderful achievement. ACTUAL OP is next wednesday, just a LONG 2 days after my chinese exams. How great. Everyday is pw pw pw and editing of slides and speech. I HATE IT. Hope it ends.

And i am looking forward to my job attachment with SDSC (Singapore Disability Sports Council) in the holidays. Okay, not very because of _____. Yup.

I am currently in love with wang zi of bang bang tang XD. Red cross thingys coming up too! I hope i am up to do it! I hope pw ends!

GUILD + CIP

2007-10-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

Went to do CIP yesterday with jiahui, christine, jessica and rebecca. Reached at around 7:40. I thought the bus would be crowded but it was like so empty. Waited for them at the bus stop. Went in the hall and i was kind of nervous. Yup, i admit, i am kind of afraid of handling the kids, i am not sure whether i will hurt them emotionally or anything being a blunt person i am.

Helped to set up the things. Went to get a bench from canteen and there was rust dripping from it! Yucks. But anyway, set the games up and the people from the Celebral Palsy reached quite early. Was assigned to three guys but became two guys later on. Took care of Rafi and Yi Xiang. Aged 11 and 9 respectively. They are super duper active! Haha, yi xiang kept running, had to run after him and Rafi kept wanting to play. Ok, but things did happen. This guy, i forgot his name, nearly twisted my arm ok. It was super painful. Bah, i shall not go into the details, its not their fault anyway.

Jiahui was super smitten with this small kid. He was super handsome can? Even for a young age. =) I miss Rafi and Yi Xiang. I wonder if i do get to meet them again but the chances are low.

After that, went with Jiahui to whitesands. And, ate KFC and walked around and chatted til she has to go for her mentoring, took bus 109 again. Traffic jammed and the expressway so reached home later and this is the first time it happened. Bah.

Busy with my neopets guild! Amber did a really good job of the layout. Those who have neopets account, please support us at HERE. Thanks!

PICTURE SPLASH!

2007-10-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

Pictures from open house + random things =)

Open house XD RED CROSS HUMANITARIAN NETWORK

Sorry, can't be bothered to arrange them nicely so do with it =)Open house CG BOOTH 07S414 & 07S201

The selling of popcorn =)Random!

Picture of debate society's floor decoration! So colourful and nice, me and jessica just could not resist and took a photo of it! hahas.

The walkway..

Jessica's paper flowers from i don't know who. Thanks jessica for being the hand model.

The ezlink card holder they gave in the goodie bag. <3

SPOT THE BALLOONS. Jiahui told me someone release balloons and so we went to take a look at the balloons flying away~

RANDOM XOXO

Gift for jiahui i mentioned in the previous post. We folded stars at tampines mall! =)

CHIPPY's new ipod nano! SO SO NICE! And LIGHT.

BLAHHHHHH

2007-10-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

Have not been blogging because my promos results are nothing glamourous and simply shit. Its all my fault. But i will work hard on it soon! Shoot me >.<

Going to rush out my slides now. Bah! Went to tampines mall just now to *** ******* *** ******. Spent some time at the macdonalds to **** *****. Got to say that mine suck badly and do not look like a ****. But nevertheless, i hope its acceptable! Bought sour sour tapes and gummies and mini toons too! YAY. ZL says there is some changes to the 72 bus route and i think i understand it le. Haha, but its kind of dumb.

And certain things are just so wasted. =P

MIA

2007-10-07T17:02:00.001+08:00

Have been MIA for the past 4 or 5 days. Why? Been watching X-Family aka zhong ji yi jia. Not sure whether it has 50 or 60 episodes but i am now up to episode 41. Taiwan is still broadcasting though. Will watch more after i blog finish ^^

It was MJC's open house on friday. Helped out in both cg and cca booth. There were people but not as much. I guess it is due to the timing as some secondary schools were still having their exams.

Pictures of the booth and etc will be posted when i am feeling not-lazy. Things has been going pretty crazy for me though. Was rather busy on friday and i got enlightened by Danny about buses lol!

Audition was also fun with chip and jiahui. =D

Went out today with JH, JY and ZL. Miss my dear jiehui so muchyyy. =) Thanks for the card and the present!! Love it, PINK again LOL. Actually, we were supposed to go yesterday but due to some unforseen circumstances and conditions, we went today. Boarded train to clarke quay as recommended by zl's bro. Turn out that the central shops is still quite dead and only restaurants were quite lively. Decided to go AMK hub and shopped. Ate cookies and chocolate icecream with Anderson's. Nice =D Then shopped and tried on sunglasses and home sweet home now. Enjoyed with you guys =D

LALALA~

2007-09-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

I decided to blog because of zhilin!! XI KE!! Haha, I declare yesterday the official end of my promos but i am not happy but in fact sad. Promos made me sick, that i wake up every morning feeling sick to the stomach and wants to go to the toilet. YUCKS.

Anyway, went out with Jingyi yesterday even though we were like half dead. While waiting for her, i kena embarassed. Maybe i think too much but that was really the case lor and today it happened again. -_- Shall not go into the details. After which, we went home and rested a while and we went AMK Hub. WAHAHAHA. Saw a lot of students there. Got lots of junior college students too. Didn't see anyone familiar except on the bus home, i saw this primary school classmate.

So, we shopped and ate, Jingyi recommended this bar chor mee. Not bad, but i didn't finish it, it was like so oily or my appetite is seriously screwed. Went to shop and me and jingyi wanted to buy rings but then LOL, due to some reasons which shall not be mentioned here, we decided not to. After that, i wanted to drink soya milk so we went Mr Bean. I wanted drink the honeydew soya milk but changed to Pearly Soya Milk because i suddenly felt like eating pearls and turned out, it was yucky!! The pearls were not sweet and totally hard, i did not eat the pearls but only drink it in the end.

Then, we went library and we saw this group of guys wearing uniform similar to ours. Me and jingyi was super curious as we wanted to find out whether they were from our school, turned out not and we even went outside to see, but it was on the way home so we did not go to the extent of finding out on purpose.

Noticed that i didn't blog about the promos papers? It sucked, and is not worth mentioning.

Went to Tampiness Mall with Jiahui and Chippy. Last minute decided and i quickly bathed and dashed for 72 and ta-dah while waiting for 72, it happened. It seems destined but whatever. Saw some mjc people on the bus. Cool. Went and we ate long john and popular. Bought pens again. And you know, during promos, my pencil lead went out and i wanted to take another pencil but i took ages because my pencil box was full of pens, highlighters. And not to mention, yesterday was math paper and somehow, my graphic calculator went bonkers and said low battery. I freaked out and off it and waited for Ms Suey to come before i show her that my memory was cleared. Panicked and everytime i on the GC, i tell myself to type accurately and get what i wanted and quickly off it. Glad it lasted!!

Anyway, Romantic Princess is nice X) Worth watching!

Cake Post + Chocs + Falling in Love + The Last Breakthrough + SUPER IDIOT

2007-09-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

The bad things first. ***** is an idiot! What the hell, mistook me for someone on msn and keep talking as if it is my fault. Shit. Scold vulgar in my face about why our msn nick look the same, be glad he apologised or i shall personally confront him in school tomorrow. grr.

Okay, happy things (:

Raspberry dark chocolate!

Vitagen Collagen.

Rose Flavour.

Inside the chocolate. Raspberry filling.

My personalised notes to all~

Tiramisu cake.

With candles.

Strawberry Milk. NICE~ <3

To AMBER~ Don't know how send to you, so took a photo of it. Hope you can see!

Presents! Thanks to 7 duo hua, zhilin & jingyi and tracy! <3!

My tiramisu birthday cake don't really taste tiramisu-ish but ok. The vitagen collagen packaging is nice =) And i love strawberry milk! Cannot believe my eyes when i saw the advertisement on tv! And i wrote personalised notes to you all! Whee~ Surprised ba?

OK~ Off to drama-worshipping.
Falling in Love

Lala, herman and zi shan! I still can't believe herman acted as this bad guy in this show with felicia chin. Shall not post the photo of him being very bad here. So spoil my image of him >.< But this couple is super duper nice~ SO CUTE! Wahahaha! Long time since i drama worshipped since it started with a kiss.

The Last Breakthrough

I cried watching this show when they went to Africa. SO sad. Haha, raymond lam is so shuai in this, ok, not as shuai as in other shows because he is rather toot here but still shuai! Feel sad that he like chase the girl chase until so hard. NICE~ After promos, i am going to finish this series off!

Ta-dah! Ciao! Its 12.33AM now but i feel as though its only 10~

Forgot to mention my gum was so swollen yesterday that being in school sucked with it being painful and it got worse and worse. But now, its much better! :)

GUM HURTS~

2007-09-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

My GUMS hurts like mad! No mood to talk! But thanks! No words can express my gratitude! Touched!! (: THANKS TO ALL WHO SENT SMS/GAVE PRESENTS. DID NOT REPLY BECAUSE SMS BURST. SORRY.

BIRTHDAY :D

2007-09-09T15:57:00.000+08:00

I turn 17 today! =) Thanks to all those who smsed me or left a comment on friendster! Haha, felt very touched. I realise that there are a lot of people who remember or care for me after all. Decided to let go of certain things. They are just not worth my time, not worth my concern if the person does not appreciate it. I will live my life to the fullest and try to pass my promos. Other things, i guess i don't care anymore. Things weren't clear as before, too much unsaid words, too much hidden feelings. Sick, tired of it. I do not want to play this game anymore. Maybe it was not as hard as i thought it was and now it proved. I was wrong in the beginning til now.

Somehow, this turned out to be an emo posting. I keep telling myself its going that way but my heart turns this way. I guess i shall try with all my will to change the way my heart is going. Its going to be a short journey and after it, i will not remember everything. I just need time, time to heal my wound. Maybe i did contributed to it, and maybe it was my retribution, but its no point finding out more already, at least, i think.

promos + mugging + supervisor

2007-09-08T15:05:00.001+08:00

For the one week holidays, i had been mugging and slacking at the same time and its not good. I went back to school from Tuesday to Thursday for consultations and studying in the study room. Tired tired tired.

I hate promos and mugging and its going to kill me sooner or later.

Had red cross awareness thing today. Was supposed to supervise these secondary 1 & 2 students from Broadrick Secondary. I was actually posted to Tanjong Katong Secondary with Zhilin at first but somehow, the in charge of East district shifted me up to Broadrick Secondary with Jingyi and Xindi. So Zhilin was left with Nasri. So, me and jingyi(living so close to each other) met at 6AM to take the bus. We didn't wait long for the bus and it arrived. So we boarded 43 and i starting taking note of the stops we were passing because its our first time on the bus. So the stops passed swiftly and before we knew it(it was only 6.30AM), we reached the bus stop we were supposed to switch buses. And shortly after, bus 30 came and we boarded. And soon enough, we reached there at 6.40 when the teacher was meeting us at 7.45. How great. Thanks to Zhilin's brother to tell us to take the bus at 6. But nevermind, we still have to thank him for teaching us the way.

We decided to go to the coffeeshop. Jingyi ordered milo. (NOTE: once we entered, the uncle came to ask us what drinks were we having) While drinking, this bee came and stuck itself on Jingyi's shirt. And Jingyi tried to sweep it off with her hand and got stung on the finger. And the bee died. (Must be jingyi's sweet scent, not kidding) Even though we two are qualified first aiders, we were totally blur and don't know what to do so i told her to go wash the cut to remove any infection. Not to mention, we were wearing red cross shirts with this red cross behind.

After the whole incident, we walked to Broadrick. And i forgot to mention, the weather sucked and it was raining heavily with thunder here and there. We carried umbrellas in the rain and all the wind and walked one round to the main gate at the back. The school is fairly new. We walked around wanting to look for a toilet. Only found the staff toilets so we did not use and went to sit at these tables. After which, the wind kept blowing our umbrellas, the metal thingy scratching the floor and i can't stand it. I go nuts at the sound. But jingyi kept irritating me -_- Then, she needed to go the toilet urgently and this cleaner uncle told us to walk straight but we did not see it. So Jingyi go and asked this another uncle whom she thought was chinese -_- The uncle is malay for nuts! The person told us it was upstairs but it was only beside. Went in and jingyi went in first, and she got a shock cos it was dark and the cleaner auntie was sitting there. Can tell she got shocked -_- Went to the toilets and the toilet i went to, somehow there was a hole there. Don't know for what.

Went out and started walking to the foyer and realised some students have reached but we stood there before i suggested going to the canteen and have a look and their canteen is cool with those tables and chairs built to the ground in fours. Nice and neat but bad if your clique has more than 4 and it was kind of squeezy. Went back and waited again til around 7:50 before the teacher in charge came. She speaked to us and asked us to wait at the foyer. We waited again while the red cross members went up to their red cross room. Xindi came and we went up. They were still wearing their uniform. Waited again and saw them fall in. By that time it was already 830. The person calling the command called us madams and asked if we would like to check the girls' uniform. After hearing it, me and jingyi was like so stunned. But Xindi went to check it. This is due to me being in band during my secondary school days.

Set off finally and by the time we walked out and the teacher allocated us our groups. It was around 9 plus and we are supposed to report soon. We went to the hawker centre and only my group called back with 4 units responding. Called the teacher in charge to report. And stayed at the hawker centre. Studied and ate. I went around and somehow got disgusted by the food but in the end i ordered this wanton noodles(highly recommended by this old food show from the previous Channel U). Not bad. After around 10 or 11 plus, we decided to go help them with distributing it. Went from floor to floor and asked. Tough and we were racing against time. Managed to cover half a block in half an hour. Met the others at 7 eleven and the teacher bought us 3 drinks which i thought was nice considering it being bought from 7 eleven, so its slightly of higher price than normal.

The teacher asked us to thank us and it felt weird for first time, someone was addressing me as Maam?(Madam) Waited for the bus with jingyi and realised the bus there are weird and the average waiting time for bus 30 was 33mins and a half?!?! Like, how REAL is that. I thought the service did not have much buses but i checked and it had 28 buses! The journey must be super long. Went home and after seeing that the waiting time for bus 30 was long, i realised i love bus 109. Haha. Not to mention, recently when i go back to school or go home from school, its always quite fast and came within 2 minutes. But i nearly fell on the steps one day. Somehow, something caught my leg and i nearly fell. Glad i didn't or i bet i would the first in universe to trip over a step. I am really clumsy -_-

Forgot to mention i woke up at 5.15 AM today and my godmother came over to pass me my birthday present but i was not at home.

second post of the day!

2007-08-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i double posted in a day but because i know i am going to sleep late today, i decided to still do it. =) Photo post.

Truffles <3 I love them man! I wonder where i can find it in sg. Ok, maybe its in NTUC and i just can't be bothered to go find.

This is nice too!!

Not to forget, THIS!! Oh my god, simply delicious.

My handphone screen wiper gotten from Jack and Jills potato chips. Theres a yellow one missing in here. I was searching frantically for it when i took this photo. And now that i found it, i lost the grey one =/

Me and becks's chicken rice in school.

Jiahui, Chippy and Jessica's food. All the same, so deserve a shot! They ordered the same thing!

Taken in my dad's car. Sepia.

Another shot!

OMG. i am suffering from memory lag + memory loss.

2007-08-29T17:06:00.000+08:00

Someone slap me please. After reading great mind's blog, then i realise that Friday is Teachers' Day Celebrations. Okay, i remembered but somehow when great mind asked me yesterday, i could not remember. And i was thinking why great mind ask me friday what time end when the timetable says 12.55?!?! Seriously, my memory is getting from bad to worse and sooner or later, it would disappear totally. So sorry great mind =/

I need something nutritious to boost my memory. And i saw something today. After months or days of erm boredom, i finally see it. Yup. Ta-dah. It sort of made me happy but not enough to keep me awake and i slept 8 hours yesterday. Going to mug today =) Hope i succeed.

EDIT:

Doggy picture taken at hougang mall =D

dying and i MEAN it

2007-08-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

Around 3 weeks left to promos and i think i am about to die and collapse. Seriously. I can't pass gp for nuts' sake and the other subjects are simply terrible. I mugged the entire sunday only to finish up my chemistry and yesterday was geography and geography had SO MUCH to cover. I nearly wanted to give up.

Reached home after school and i felt tired. Really tired. Not only physically and mentally. The coffee i took on sunday totally wore off and i slept for around 1 hour and practically dragged myself out of bed and continued studying til 2.30AM ++ before sleeping. Totally deprived of sleep. Tutorials are piling and to only do tutorials can already consume my time up to 12AM. And what about promos? There are like 1232323222 things to cover.

I think before i can finish studying, i might just give up. I am sick of it. Most likely i am going to get retained and face my school in the same level for another year. I know this would be the last thing on earth i ever wanted but there is nothing i can do but blame myself. I shall try to pull myself up and mug. At least, i know i have given in all my best.

LONG LONG POST X)

2007-08-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i blogged and i decided i shall blog before everything is wiped from my brain since i have been suffering from memory loss recently. Shall start from National Day Holiday.

9th August 2007
Went out with jingyi and jiehui to Hougang Mall to buy cindy's birthday present. Lalala, borrowed books and i bought 2 packs of mamee noodles because it was at $0.90 for one pack inside which have 10 small packs. School's vending machine is ripping me off at $0.XX for one small pack. I wasn't feeling very well on that day since i was having my ahem. On our way home, we saw these two little cute doggies. Pictures in my laptop and i am using desktop now.

17th August 2007
17th August was cindy's birthday! Happy birthday pal even though its kind of late~ Known you for like 2 years or so? Not sure, but anyway, i know we are having some problems now but i want you to know that you are still my friend. Not sure whether you will see this though. Went out with Rebecca and Great Mind to White Sands. I was so so afraid Rebecca would abandon me and go home as Jiahui + gang has had bad experiences with her abandoning before. But anyway, she didn't. We all went to Macdonald's to eat and after which Great Mind went home because she wants to sleep and come back to school for band later on. I wanted to try the donuts but in the end didn't because i felt paiseh to only buy one doughnut so i didn't buy because everyone was buying in boxes! Went to library and shopped a bit and we went to peek at someone and i didn't ask rebecca to go look ok, she wanted to look at that person herself. So yup. Went back home while rebecca went back to school for mentoring session.

18th August 2007
Had GP presentation meeting with Tracy, Randy and great mind. Great mind is funny!! She got lost =X Poor thing her. But she made it here anyway. Compiled things and its so funny because we were at Macdonald's and to avoid being chased out, we took turns to buy food. Went home and it was pouring, but i was lazy to take out umbrella + i didn't bring, so i walked home quickly. And i borrowed Blue Bloods! Nice!! But i doubt jingyi would read it, its on vampires but totally modern.

23th August 2007
Hmm, yesterday we had blood donation drive. So as red cross members, we were to stay back and clean up. So after 1 extra period of math + 2 extra period of chem, i was supposed to go home at 5.05 but i stayed. Went to the hall with Jessica as she wanted to donate blood. Saw that a lot of people were waiting to donate. Poor jessica! She got rejected again and this time, they poked her skin!! And she was rejected and they gave her tablets. =X She went home and i continued waiting til 6 for the whole thing to end and start packing up. Chatted with Jingyi they all. And i seriously think i am crazy. I called Danny Andrew and Andrew Danny and today i mixed up again. I called Jessica Rebecca and Rebecca Jessica. And we played truth or dare. Hmm, just to say i am dumb because the question i asked, i thought was to Charmaine but it was to Nasri! So wasted it. But anyway jingyi lost her shoebag and i searched like mad for it lah! Ok, she did too. But Zhilin found it. The red cross people gave us drinks and biscuits! After that, we all carried tables, moved chairs and cleared rubbish. Ended up i reached home at 8+. Did math tutorial and basically slept once i touch my bed.

Today
Reached home and bathed and here i am. Could have reached home earlier but stayed back to do GP Paper 2 so yeah. Will be working hard for my tests next week! Jiayou everybody!

Inspired crap

2007-08-01T19:07:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i got inspired by Miss Lai, principal of Meridian Junior College that i DO NOT and i repeat do not have much time left to study for the promos if i want to get promoted. Yup, i <3 my study plan. NOT. But what choice do i have?

Red Cross farewell party for the seniors was NICE =) Played murderer taught by cindy and gave the Jc2s their roses (folded by cindy also ^^) and gift hampers (wrapped by jingyi and cindy and me but well i only helped to 'arrange' the items in it). Happy happy! It was fun lah and i hosted one round ^^ Went home early and i read my last novel before mugging for promos. Jingyi, your recommendation is great man. Love that book!

And off to the quiz i saw on jessica's blog! ^^

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

~ I hate the sound of metal ruler, as in the clinking sound of it. Like when you hit something against some metal/steel bar. I hate it. It drives me nuts.
~ I absolutely hate all veggies and i do have something against veggies.
~ I don't do any housework at home. Believe it or not.
~ I fold the paper used to wrap hamburgers into neat squares because i feel its perfect that way.
~ I cannot stand people who wear their school badge upside down or slanted to the side or whatever that is not straight. I NEED it to be straight. Full stop.
~ I am super clumsy and i've rammed my toes into floor fans, bed edges numerous number of times at home and it hurts1
~ I am super ultra mega lazy and i tend to leave all things to last minute. Its my character =)
~ Sometimes i wonder how come i am taller than both of my parents -_-
~ I am more of an introvert than an extrovert even though sometimes i tend to be extrovert
~ I SPEAK VERY LOUDLY AND LAUGH LIKE SIAO! You all should know.
~ LOL. Act another extra one. I don't like people to use 'kk'. It sounds like they are irritated with me so they use 'kk' like they got other better things to do.

Done~

Tagged: (in no order of preference LOL)
- jingyi
- xindi
- great mind
- amber
- jiehui
- yane

Aiyah, do it if you want to. I am just listing it for the sake of listing. I do not have much friends and i bet half i listed don't even read my blog! Hehe, whatever. ta-dah. Off~

My promises

2007-07-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

I promise myself i will do well for promos and be promoted to JC2. And thus this shall sadly and officially be the last post of this blog til my promos end and if i succeed in the promises and expectations i set of myself, i shall resign to fate =)

Went Toa Payoh CC yesterday to do community work for the CAN project. Got to admit i was slacking. Just sorting the cans according to expiry dates, halal and non-halal. Fun at first but it got boring as time progressed. Went to Kopitiam to eat with Great minds(Christine and Jiahui) =D. We are all virgos =P They both ate fish & chips while i ate chicken cutlet. No comments about it tough.. Went to the library and i grabbed lots of books. Perhaps because i haven been to Toa Payoh library for very long and i do miss the atmosphere there. The times when i was young and would visit there once every 2 weeks or so. Not much difference there. They both left with great mind C taking bus and great mind J taking her dad's car. I waited in the library from 7 to 7:50 before my dad arrived. I so regretted it, should have jus hopped onto bus 159 and went home.

On the trip to toa payoh in the afternoon, the bus driver is so -_- He actually did his hair which turning a bend. Yup, i was bored as usual so just listened to my handphone and looked around.

Okay, enough of rubbish and to my promises/resolutions.

1) Do not go online unnecessarily.
2) I will not sleep more than 6 hours every day unless needed/very tired
3) I will only audition on weekends
4) I will lead a healthy lifestyle of exercising and turning up for monday trainings
5) Read todayonline everyday
6) Study notes before i sleep
7) Finish my homework on time and efficiently
8) Allocate time to relax, eat, sleep and study
9) Make an effort to listen in class
~~10) I will be a better daughter~~
11) I shall do all i can to pass promos and this is the most crucial part

I hope i achieve them and shall be on my way to achieve it now. Ciao people =)

Random quiz koped from great mind aka christine

2007-07-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

Yup, took this quiz i thought was interesting from christine aka great mind's blog. And ta-dah, i matched trombone. The instrument i play =))

You scored as trombone, Trombone.
This just means you dont fit anywhere else.

trombone

100%

Bassoon

83%

Clarinet

83%

Viola

75%

Violin

67%

Percussion

67%

Trumpet

58%

Oboe

58%

French Horn

58%

Cello

50%

String Bass

50%

Tuba

25%

Flute

If you were in an orchestra, what instrument would match your personality?
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Back!

2007-07-06T18:46:00.001+08:00

My desktop died on don't know when i was stuck without a computer for days and those days were the i am very free. Sort of. Since it was after mid-years. So dad bought me a lappy in Seashell White from Sony. Sounds so nice right. But like what jiahui says, it should be Seashell Metal. Haha. Still not very used to my lappy and i miss my desktop. There are so many games that are still not compatible with vista yet.

Went to hougang point yesterday and i saw this person whom i really hated but well its all over. Hope he didn't see me. Went there to see whether there was any hope for my desktop and there is. So my dad upgraded it to 1 GB ram and added a graphics card. Supposed to be done either today or tomorrow.

During the days without internet, i practically died. The most i could do is to use my brother's psp and go online and the browser sucks and there are a lot of things you can't do. And if you want to type something, you have to press like mad. So i slacked around, read fanfics with the ultra mega slow internet speed and watched tv.

Got back my results and i am not satisfied. I am starting to panic for promos and i am scared, afraid of getting retained. Maybe its time for me to wake up, to wake up to reality and start doing something.

Something's bugging me i don't like it. I shall solve it soon i hope. I wish nothing goes wrong.

Been watching Huan Huan Ai too. Not bad. I think both male leads are shuai haha. =)

woot. i LOVE Mid years!

2007-06-26T08:30:00.000+08:00

Yup, seriously "LOVE" mid-years to the extent i will do anything to PASS it. Ok, not really to the extent of doing anything to pass it but just emphasising.

Geography examination was pretty much ok, think i can get 10% for it as i totally screwed up the bloody question 3 about what is rock joints, cliff profiles and blah. The question part a went something like this "Differentiate between rock joints and bedding planes?" Forgot. BUT i remembered i wrote down "Rock joints are the parts where rocks are joint together." WOOT. What a nice answer. I was sweating like nuts during the examination even though i was near the fan. Imagine the stress.

Chemistry is the worst! I think i can only get 5%. Around 60% of Section B not done and Section A from question 22 onwards is tikum work. Second question part 2 onwards not done and last question don't know how to do last part. Yayness.

After geography exam, went with the 7 duo hua all to White Sands and ate Macdonald's. But i was practically dying there. So i slacked around and chatted a BIT.

Today, i practically have to drag myself out of bed because i miss the bed and i only slept 3 hours the previous day due to ultimate mid year stress. I got something to declare. I miss my bed, genting and audition(have not been playing for 8 days and still counting). Ta, i am off. I slacked the whole day yesterday almost because i finished the economics syllabus but well, no confidence.

Study BREAK!

2007-06-23T12:47:00.000+08:00

After much slacking and looking around and reading, i finished chemistry >.< Although i am quite sure i will still fail chemistry because i don't think the info. got to my mind. Just came online to read blogs, blog and tadah back to my studying. I should not blame anyone because its the path i chose. I can be some game in charge @ Genting and earn like $1000 per month and be contented with it but i know i will not. I want that type of lifestyle but not that type of money.

I also forgot to mention i have 4 blue blacks. One on my left arm, one on my left leg and two on my right leg. The aftermath of genting's thrill rides but its worth it and it does not hurt >.< Its already saturday! I seriously can't believe it because like tomorrow, it would be like a week has passed since i went to genting and i am missing it like crazy. I want time to stop!

Good luck to everyone for the Mid years and do well! =D

I MISS GENTING!

2007-06-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

Back from genting officially as of Tuesday, 19th June around 6.20 in the evening. Genting was fun~ Rides are so much fun! Whee~ Unlimited =D I miss bumper cars the most. The in charge looks jap+chi+malay. Nice haha but i see that he got ring so i think hes married.

Did not meet anyone i know there but i am sure there are lots of singaporeans there too.

Day 1
Woke up @ 5.30AM and i only slept at 2AM ++ so around 2 ~ 3 hours of sleep at most only. Dragged myself and went to wash up and bathe and ta-dah went out. Was very awake on the taxi. Reached Golden Mile centre and stood there while my dad went to sort of 'check in'. The others arrived soon after and we boarded the bus. Quite comfortable as the seats were large. Reached tuas soon and went past and then to Malaysia. Slept a while and also listen to my Mp3 on my handphone. Wee chong sent me the Deal or No Deal game so played it. My handphone died on the way and lynette's died soon after. Reached Genting at about 1+ in the afternoon. Ater bathing and eating buffet dinner, went with lynette and lena to shop. Left at around 1AM t find the boys at the arcade before going back to the hotel to rest and sleep for tomorrow.

Day 2
Woke up at around 7.30 to prepare as we were meeting the others for breakfast at 8.30. Bathed and brushed teeth etc and waited for my brother and then went to Mac. Wanted to eat Mac for breakfast but it was expensive so we went to KFC. I ate chicken porridge as i had sorethroat. And then off we were to the theme park after buying our wristbands for indoor and outdoor theme park. Played toberone first. Max weight was 70kg so my brother opted out and weechong went to accompany him so we played. Was so fun like slide! =D And flying swing, elephants, pirate ship, haunted house, rolling thunder mine train and flying dragon. Antique car and shooting. Shooting required extra money so i bought the single one for $6? And then there was this chinese instructor. Could not understand what he was speaking due to his accent so i keep 'huh'ing and i think it sort of irritated him but he did not flare up. Played until around 8P before we decided to go indoors and leave outdoors. But in between, we went indoors and outdoors. Like motion master, bumper cars and euroexpress. Ate @ Pizza Factory with the card parents applied and then went back for a short bathing break before playing indoors until 1AM until it closed down. Went back to hotel and slept.

Day 3
Woke up at the usual time and ate free buffet breakfast and then went back and played some bridge before going off to the arcade then to shop. Went with mum to Miss Whatever and bought my pencil case! =D Went to Nike as my brother wanted to buy basketball shoes but all were too small for him so did not buy any and we boarded the bus back to Singapore. The bus showed The Maid on the bus and i watched a little bit before i suffered from motion sickness and stopped. Quite confusing. Ate on the way and reached Singapore at 6.20. How amazing as in in the morning you were still at Genting and like the next minute, you are back. These short 3 days went past very quickly and i truly miss it =D

Maybe, after As i should go on holiday with my friends =D

last post before i leave for genting~

2007-06-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

Yup, i will be leaving tomorrow at 7 for Genting and i will be back on Tuesday night. Been a little sick yesterday. Woke up in the morning with this very kns sorethroat. I thought it was just some normal sorethroat but however, in the afternoon, i started to feel very cold and feverish. Tried sleeping but it wouldn't work so ate some fever pills left over from the last time i visited the clinic 1 month back? Watched tv while having a blanket over my body and i still felt very very cold even there was no fan. Wanted to sleep but i kept waking up and falling asleep.

At around 3AM, i could not take the heat and the sweat coming out from my body and went to wake my parents who gave me panadols. Managed to sleep after don't know how long. After that, i don't know but i know i woke up at 10 today. Felt much better but the sorethroat was still very terrible til now i am typing this entry, it still hurts.

Hmm, OK. LOL. Jingyi is correct -.- I didn't dare take leftover balloons as i was paiseh that i took a lot le! Yup yup. But jingyi ended going home with the flower and poodle. =D Ok, my flower & poodle is still okay. The air didn't go out! =P

Okay, ta-dah. Off to play some audition and finish up a bit of maths and i am off to Genting.

WORLD BLOOD DONORS DAY! JUNE 14!

2007-06-15T12:36:00.000+08:00

Been blogging recently due to don't know what. Well, yesterday was World Blood Donors' Day! June 14! =) I was a volunteer there for the lucky dip! Lots of things happened so i felt a need to blog about it. Here goes,

Met up with Jingyi and we boarded bus 72 to Hougang MRT and to go to HarbourFront MRT for the volunteer work @ Vivocity. Boarded the MRT at around 2.30 so we thought we would be early by half an hour. But still managed to board the MRT as we know we still need to find where is Vivomart. On the MRT, we found seats and then TA-DAH, DISASTER arrives. Some idiotic person by the name of J---- smsed jingyi and asked us to alight at the next stop to wait for him to go together. After much smsing here and there, we two being kind souls alighted at Potong Pasir and waited for his "arrival". So we boarded the train and met him. He was talking rubbish lah.

Reached there and i went to BreadTalk to buy Moshi Mushroom to eat as it will be a long day before i get to eat. Proceeded to find the Vivomart and saw Danny and Xindi already there. Charmaine arrived soon after. Waited for Nasri. After that, we went to find the person in charge of us, Shirley! Haha, got our lucky dips and also changed into the shirt they gave us. So off to do the job. Some people are quite unreasonable. Whats the point of lucky dip when you pick this and that. Be glad its free to you all -_- Lots of things happened such as the Secret Recipe voucher was no longer for claim and we all had to dig out all the secret recipe vouchers from the box. Tough job i tell you. Around 98% of the vouchers are secret recipe's!

Stood and walked around until around 8 before we went for dinner. Went with Jingyi and Danny to BK to eat. We three all ate the French Chicken meal. NICE! My diet coke tasted weird and i thought there was something inside. Still drank it and hope nothing happens and okay, i am still surviving and ok til now.

Went back after quite long, since we ate very long, and Shirley asked us to give out badges to the public! Had HUGE difficulty giving it out, a lot of people wouldn't take it or thought they need to donate money! Which is seriously not true! Its FREE. Managed to finish giving it out and then went to get my flower balloons. Lots of communication error with the people and etc etc. Finally, managed to get 2 flower balloons. One for me and one for Jingyi. The guy was like so tired. I felt really bad for having him make the balloon. Whatever, after that, we waited til 10 to be officially dismissed. Saw some balloons that were destroyed and they just put it in the basket. So Jingyi went to take some and Xindi modified it. TALENTED sia! So the balloons were twisted into poodles and flower by xindi!

On the way home, saw cheryl! WAHAHA. Long time no see and she was shocked to why i joined red cross lol. Turns out the whole 4E2 was having their class outing there. Boarded the train and cheryl was standing outside of the train, since the train was closing and i think they did not want to take it so they wanted to wait for the next train. Called Cheryl and talked. Haha, still the same old her =D

The MRT trip was horrible. That J---- continued to talk rubbish. I couldn't stand him! Glad that we don't have to take bus with him back. So now, i shall go mug for mid years. Genting, i hope will be fun and i don't want to feel guilty.

Forgot to add that i enjoyed it overall! It was a good experience and Nasri and J---- were mascots! Cool haha. =D

OK. BIG POST! ALERT: WHO WAS THE PERSON WHO ACTED AS ANNONYMOUS ON ME AND XINDI'S BLOG ABOUT 3 OR 4 MONTHS AGO. SORRY I SHOULD HAVE ASKED THIS EARLIER BUT WHO ARE YOU. I WANT TO KNOW! I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

I NEED TO RELEASE STRESS!

2007-06-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm, decided to come blog because economics is seriously a brain killer. Yup, even though i studied, i am not sure whether all those information really got into my brain and its killing me -_- Maybe i will need first aid soon LOL.

Attended first aid course last thursday to saturday. Was quite informative and i enjoyed it. Passed the test so now i have a license. It is quite scary as the instructor showed us some gruesome pictures. Major EWW but its over now. Sunday was quite scary too. Was playing Audition with Chip and suddenly i just looked out of the window and i see this ambulance. Not sure what happened as my view did not allow me to see the back of the ambulance. So just continued auditioning.

Watched a little bit of It Started With A Kiss and Goong today. HAHA, very entertaining goodies. Will be off to Genting this sunday and i think i foresee(spelling) myself suffering from guiltyness. Whatever, its not as in i have a choice already. I should continue mugging since i have volunteer work @ VivoCity tomorrow. Hope everything will go okay i hope.

AND Roger Kwok ROCKS! =P

Forced by Amber to blog!

2007-06-12T19:43:00.000+08:00

Yup, Amber forced me to blog so here i am. Been slacking as usual these few days and guiltyness has been kicking me like crazy but whatever.

Been very sick of life recently so started watching back some old shows i watched and liked in the past. How time flies. I can't wait for ISWAK 2 and well, i know, i am crazy. Mid years are coming and i am crazing around. I SHALL SIAM!

mugging SHOULD be in process

2007-06-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

New layout and on break again. =D I need to mug for Mid Years. Been feeling rather guilty these few days as i have been slacking BIG TIME.

Went out with Jingyi yesterday to Hougang Mall to borrow books. Borrowed tons of books since they doubled our reading from 4 to 8 =D And i went to look for books regarding Dr Salk for project work. Went home alone carrying tons of books haha.

Woke up early today to go for project work meeting with Miss Tan @ Tampines Mall. Met jessica and she bring me to Burger King. Oh, and i met some people on the way there on bus 72. Saw jasni (not sure) from last time Sengkang Band's Drum major i think. A fellow trombonist, think he saw me too but not sure whether he remembered me. And then i saw this girl whose name i shall not mention from my primary school. Sad that she turned into someone bad? I think so. But, had many unhappy experiences with her before so yeah.

Went home and played audition with jiahui and then slacked again by watching tv. Realised i have an appointment on Monday and next week is pretty much packed. AND i think i really need to do something about my clumsiness(not sure how to spell). Been tripping over the floor fan and edges of cupboards, beds etc etc at home recently and my toes have been suffering from the pain. Argh, hate it.

7 DUO HUA AUDITIONERS: WE SHALL TAKE SCREENSHOTS OK! =D

LALALA.

2007-05-22T23:57:00.001+08:00

I am blogging because i don't feel like sleeping and i still have work left undone but i just can't be bothered. Just finished off GP paper 2 and its enough, really. Enough for me to feel exhausted about life and complain about life.

Been thinking a lot recently, about life in SR if i didn't leave for MJ, and how my testimonial might have changed but my studies might also be lousier? I don't know. NOTE: i am not saying that SR sucks in education (in fact i think otherwise) but being a character i am, i would most likely slack my way through life in JC because like what Mr Ng says, i would be complacent. And i can assure you, it will happen to me.

But whatever, its too late to turn back the clock and i don't think SR would accept me, someone who might be deemed as being 'ungrateful'. I don't care, maybe, or maybe i do. I don't know. Things are spinning out of control and i find difficulty in coping with my studies. Jc is the path i chose, so if theres anyone to blame, its me.

I am not fantastic, not perfect and NOT hardworking. What can i do? Nothing? I don't know seriously. Maybe i should learn to be contented. Or maybe i am slowly sinking into depression like what some members of my clique are already feeling. There are too many maybes, too many buts and too many i hate this, i hate that.

On a brighter note, i finally went out last weekend to Bugis with Jiehui, Jingyi and Cindy (cai pao). Before that was celebration for my brother's 14th birthday on Friday @ some restaurant in Bedok or Tanjong Katong? I don' t know but the service was quite bad in the sense they wanted to 'chase' us out when we finished our food because people were flooding in their restaurant so they are kind of desperate for tables to seat the people but to the extent of being so swift in their actions when we asked for the bill and when they know we finished our food and quickly cleared our table? I don't think so.

Quite happy to be going out on weekends as the past weekends i had was spent on CIP work, sleeping, resting, doing homework, mugging and studying for tests etc etc. Too many to list. Saw Yinghui near Kinokuniya there haha. Reminds me of all my friends in SR. Hai. Yinghui still looks the same haha, and he went to Kinokuniya with his friend to look at comics? So typical haha. Then we shopped around and we ALL bought earrings @ Fresh Profusion at bugis street.

Ate Long John Silvers and Jiehui and Jingyi commented i had 'fate' with this girl, because we all met her earlier at Yoshinoya when Jingyi and Caipao was eating their lunch and we met her again @ Long John because i wanted to eat it for dinner =S

Yay, what a long entry and it consists of my summarised thoughts and ongoings. =)

yet another boring weekend.

2007-05-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yup. Today is Saturday. Yet another boring weekend to stay at home. I just don't feel like going out. There is SPA this week. When i don't have tests, i have some official examination. Cool right?

Whatever, this blog entry is basically crap just popping out of nowhere because i feel like blogging. Haha. Been playing lots of audition and i do feel bad about it. I am in JC hello -_- Not enjoying my life. But studying for my future.

And the number of subpasses and fails i have is really a LOT. I need to do something about it seriously. Pw group has been announced and they said it was random?!?! I so don't believe it. It looks un-random to me, but whatever, i shall not complain because it is a pretty good group.

I miss SRJC and the crazy days we had. >.< Jiayou everybody! May we be re-united again in university =D Haha. And i love 7 duo hua!~ Not the band but my clique~ *off to crap again*

Tired + Busy

2007-04-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

Since Jessica ask why i never blog, i shall blog bah. Just in case you all think i don't read you all the blogs, i DO okay just that i am too lazy to leave comments and everything. =)

This is the third consecutive week i have to study for tests during weekends and mainly just doing work and studying for tests has already burned my weekend. And yes, i also have not been going out to shop and everything for like 3 weeks already. Everyday's task is to go home do homework, sleep and wake up early in the morning @ 5+ to go for TAF.

Yeah, i am in TAF. Out already. -.- Imagine being overweight by 0.5KG. SO what, i still go back on Mondays & Thursday to train for my NAPFA because i can't make it.

BLAH! I want my life back. And i have a mock Chemistry SPA tomorrow and i am here blogging. Imagine the great deal of stress in mjc. Maths test today was a huge disappointment, i didn't have time to finish the paper and congratulations meiqi, 12 marks gone, not because you don't know how to do but stupid time constraints. Chemistry test was also very screwed up, i think MJC designed papers so that people can't finish it. If you manage to finish it, you can call yourself pro.

Went to Arts Fiesta last tuesday, April 17th to take an award. Hmm, pretty much okay. Well, don't know what to say le but AUDITION SCHOOL MATES ARE COOL! Jiahui & Chippy =D

Mugging xD

2007-04-06T15:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm, i have not been blogging on a regular basis. I guess i should make it a point to update my blog even though i keep reminding myself to do it, i never do. This has got something to do with my laziness and can't-be-bothered attitude. Life has been going on, well i guess?

Mugging is alright for me, i hope. Tutorials is still manageable and i am still on my process to be able to focus on lectures. Been researching for my project work recently. Not sure whether my choice is right but i hope it is.

Went back to SR yesterday with cindy. Met up lots of my good friends from 1S11! Jessica, Pauline, Weiwei(my soulmate), Weiting, Cheryl and Ethel! So happy to see all again. It made me feel that going back was worth it even though it means waiting for Cheryl & Ethel for like 1 hour? Sadly, Cheryl called Mr Ng and he has already went home =X Felt sad of course.

Went with them to go to the nearby coffee shop to chat, felt bad as we didn't buy anything from the coffee shop yet sit at there. On the way, at the bubble tea shop, saw Chunyuan and Jaewin. Haha, glad to see everyone dressed in SR uniform. Everyone in SR was like so busy? Makes me feel like i am slacking. =S Suddenly, i felt that i should have stayed in SR, crapping around with the others. So, some went to buy waffles and after that we decided to go home as most of us is having dinner at home. Saw Ms Tan!! Haha, super happy! Chatted with her awhile before she said that she have to rush off as have to come back to school again later for a dinner gathering..? Found out that she lived very near SR.

Then, we boarded the bus. Saw Aishah at the bus stop. But anyway, after alighting, i chatted with Cheryl! Wahaha, happy! We should meet up often!

Life in MJ is pretty okay. Pretty much used to the atmosphere already. Had GP presentation yesterday. I think i was pretty nervous and i left out a lot of details. Felt so bad. I guess i didn't make enough effort to be mentally prepared for the presentation. My teachers are good and class is fun! We just need to be more bonded? Maybe. But anyway, GP presentation was really funny lah. And i laughed like madduring econs lecture without knowing what i am laughing about. Miss Lim said to ask me definitions on monday! =S *dies*

Off to do my PW~

Blog alive! Yay!

2007-03-28T19:03:00.000+08:00

I have not been able to view my blog for the past 1 week? Not sure but i know it was a very long period of time. And ta-dah, today it finally resurfaced. Happy =D

Linked Candy & Christine. Yup! And blogging now. Life's been super mega busy. Been trying to catch up the lectures and lessons i missed for first 3 months. Since SRJC and MJC taught totally different topics for maths except for one simple topic : Partial Fractions, i have to learn all the other topics on my own. Great time to hone my independent skills, maybe. Glad that the geography lecturers are repeating the content they taught for first 3 months but STILL catching up is hard. The lecturers don't put up the notes which are detailed up for sale and all we have for chemistry summary lectures are just thin pile of notes which are extremely condensed. Econs is pretty ok, but macroeconomics is basically crap.

Not to mention, i miss 1S11 a lot. I miss the fun & laughter we would have during tutorials. It seemed long to me for awhile but now everything has changed. I am mugging everyday in MJC library and practically studying or reading books. But for some reason, life don't seem very sucky to me now. Maybe because i found enlightenment? Maybe because i realised why i need to work hard? I never seem to think about how life sucks anymore and daydreaming during lectures. Hope that this is a good thing & a good change.

I think once i am able to catch up with the people who were in MJC for first 3 months, i will be happier and more carefree. But for now, its mugging! And now i got to go register online for my cca. Hmm, tough decision but ciao~

I can`t view my blog!!

2007-03-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

Something is up? I can`t access my blog. SOMEONE HELP!

New layout again!

2007-03-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

Got sick of the stupid greens and the stupid blog & sidebar space i have so i made a new layout today! Was lazing around as there weren`t anyone to chat with me! And i made a resolution to blog in perfect english from now onwards. I don`t want to be seen as a singaporean who blogs with sticky tabs like "euu lovVe mieee horrhhs?".

This new layout is blue! YAY!! Haha.. I love the way i have space to write my blog! Went back to MJC today to get my uniform changed and buy a new set. Turned out that the supplier for PE shirts & shorts wasn`t there today so couldn`t change my pe shirt. =S Luckily the supplier for uniform was there so i changed my uniform and bought a new set. Mum came along with me, jingyi and xindi! After that, went with Mum to the West Plaza or something like that. Like what jingyi said, there really isn`t any aircon. Nothing there also and the place is like so damn quiet for a mall? And it feels so secluded there with the quietness. Went the the second storey and there isn`t like anyone..? It was really quiet except for a few people in the shops already.

Went downstairs and i went to get Kaya waffle. The people working there have bad attitude. They were so slow in getting me my waffle.. I waited like 10 minutes? And when the waffle was done, the person couldn`t even be bothered to wave or call at me and my Mum to tell us that is done. Was pissed off with their attitude and they were very disorganised. I ordered my waffle from this person and somehow another person came and make it. Whatever it is, i am sure during my time @ MJC, i am not going to visit that shop again unless i am really very hungry and there isn`t any shop in sight.

And thats all for today i guess. Hope i will have a wonderful 2 years time in MJC. =)
PS: I love MJC cheer! Wahahaha.

regrets & aftermath

2007-02-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

Chingay parade ended off with a big bang i guess. Friday was spent standing and enjoying the parade. I sat @ the corner most of the time with the other ushers. Went toilet once and i thought there was portable toilets but turned out it was all locked so i walked all the way to Meridien Hotel, talk about urgency.. I even had to ask the security guard working @ Meridien Hotel where the toilet is. While sitting at the $40 seat, there was this information booklet. Read it and i realised they spelled Meridian Junior College as Meridien Junior College. Was kind of shocked at first.

Managed to catch the train but not the bus so took a taxi home and i saw two girls erm kissing @ the taxi stand. First time. Saturday was even earlier as the parade started earlier.

Kind of sad over something.. Well, i can`t turn the clock back again.. New layout, kind of small but i can`t be bothered. =) laziness!

Weird things kena forced to do

2007-02-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

This is courtesy of Jie aka Xindi dat i decided to do this lame thingy abt 6 weird things i have.

1) I am taller than both of my parents. My brother too. A lot of people thinks that we have weird "tall" genes.
2) I am the only one in my family with flop ears. Not sure how to explain it. Just ears that don`t stick to the back and flop out.
3) I can play the computer for as long as my parents permit. Because usually, i get kicked off the computer b4 i can try to break my latest record of 5.30AM =)
4) I hate lizards & bugs to the core til if i see them, i usually will just scream and run away.
5) I am a HUGE 3 minute freak. You can ask my close friends how many idols i have and they will list you a gazillion i tink!
6) I can muli-task on the computer and manage it well too. I also love online games and slack like hell in class. I seldom listen during lessons.

Lucky 6 to do this: Anyone. I can`t be bothered. This is lame haha so i don`t want people to waste time to do it =)

O levels results!

2007-02-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

10!

That was what i got for L1R5 for my O Levels. Unbelievable. I don`t even believe myself. Shall post my results here so i get to see it again in future. No intention of bragging.

English - B3
Maths - A1
Additional Maths - A1
Chinese - A2
Biology - A2
Chemistry - A2
Physics - B3
Combined Humans - geog - A1

Geog & maths was a miracle. Even Mrs Lai thought i could not make it for E maths for an A1 but i still got it. Unbelievable. Geog too. An A1. I thought i wrote crap for both papers but yea =) I am off to meridian jc or nanyang jc.

Mind games + all crap!

2007-02-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

Shall blog since its been long since i blogged! O Levels results are this friday and i don`t tink i will do well, full stop.

There was mind games today.. I didn`t know so went with Jiehui & Xindi to Kovan and then Mabel called and asked me to go so i walked back with Jie under the hot sun. It was my fault lah, kinda. Cos i insisted on Bus 11(our legs -_-) since i am very poor le. So we walked back and saw Kailun, Caos and Zhi Xian playing bridge so i & jie went to join. Okay lor, so i started quarreling with Caos as usual. Nothing unusual. It`s becoming something common every mind games meeting and if the people i play with consists of him.

Today, something funny happened in class. During GP lesson, 3 girls in my class were wearing new balance shoes ahhaha. So funny and Mr Chacko thought i volunteered myself. And today kena sabotaged again. I didn`t crush on him -_- It wasn`t me. Ok, i usually laugh @ my own joke. Like today, i said Caos was a walking talking bamboo HAHA. And i didn`t want to stand beside him. LOL. Hahahhaa. Funny. Whatever i am siao. Ignore this post. This is only for Jie sia.

Shoutout to AMBER:
Amber~~ You are a very nice girl and i really really appreciate you being there for me whenever i need you. I once thought our friendship will end when you said you are migrating to Australia but we didn`t!! We still continued talking and we still meet up occasionally! Appreciate it =) Sorry for getting you addicted to online games. *gasps* Lol. Good luck =)

School + Chingay

2007-01-31T16:46:00.000+08:00

My dear ambie asked me to blog so here i am! School was basically ok but well there is currently now something that keeps me going and actually feel like going to school. Don`t know whether if it is good but well at least there is something that keeps me still want to go instead of sleeping late everyday! =)

1S-11 is seriously so not bonded. Everyone will split up into their own cliques when having lunches or breaks. Not that good i will say. But i am still trying to get to know everyone =) Hope everything will be fine.

I seriously don`t know whats wrong with me with the things going on here & there. First 3 months is honeymoon period right? And i finally realised that. GP is killing me and i don`t know what i can do. Everything is in a mess.

Going online everyday is to discuss about a particular issue which i am super sick of. Maybe avoiding it will be a good choice. Argo5 is drifting further and further away. And once the O levels results are released, everything will change. Totally. I hope i pray everything will be okay. The same to my friends who are also collecting their O levels results next week.

Chingay is killing my sleep and lectures are super duper good medicine to make you fall asleep. But what can i do but slap myself awake? Nothing. Maybe i should keep myself occupied with something so i know and will be awake.

Happy Birthday!!

2007-01-28T14:18:00.000+08:00

Previous post was deleted. Pointless entry. So now just let it rot away in my mind.

Happy 17th Birthday Mabel!

Don`t know if she will see tis but well, just type lah. So sorry for being unable to go out wif you.. Too busy le. Still got econs test.

Don`t know what to say .. O level results are coming out soon. Not sure of how to face it but well, just let it be ba.

Emo + frens + life

2007-01-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

WARNING: Super long entry coming up. Hahaha.

This shall be a emo + life + frens entry. Hmm. I have been in SR for a few weeks now. Tons of things happened and i have changed into someone i don`t believe in. Is it for the good or for the bad? I don`t know. Life in JC has let me realise something dat i should change. Somehow. Or you will end up being the stupid one.

Jc life is very very hectic. I can`t catch up in lectures and the only thing i like to do when i get home is to go online and talk to people. It made me feel so much better yet unable to cope with studies. Sometimes, i would just stay in the library after school to finish up tutorials and ask questions. Or i would just go home and laze around because you just can`t seem to keep your mind shut. 1S11 is a okay class i guess. I practically memorised everyone`s name le la. Thanks to the game the teacher want us to play. Then after me, due to lack to time, the others didn`t have to memorise lor. Unfair right. And i found out more about my classmates. Most of them have weird names which are hard to pronounce. But whatever. I am now the treasurer. Kinda stupid right. I hope someone complains about me after 1 week so that they can kick me off the committee.

Mind games club was fun! Haha, just slacking and playing bridge only. Fun fun fun! Good way to release stress & as always i laughed like siao. Trying to figure out who is your partner and who isn`t is kinda challenging too. Made frens too, Charles, Eugene, Kai lun etc etc. Fun is confirm de lah!

I've decided i neglected my secondary school friends way too much so this entry is sort of dedicated to them. I shall start it in terms of alphabetical order. In no order of preference.

Jie Hui :
Thanks for being my friend since secondary 2. Really appreciate everything. You are a girl whom i find has unique taste in clothes and everything. But being unique can be a good thing, at least you are not the same as everyone. If everyone is the same, life will be boring right? Thanks for being the odd one out but being the odd one out does not mean you will be forgotten because you will not. I still don`t know why you like to keep things to yourself. But if you don`t want to say its ok. Maybe one day you will find the need to tell it, i will be there.

Jing Yi :
Our friendship didn`t come by easily. Everything started off with you hate me, i hate you attitude. But i am glad its all over and we are still good friends. You are frank and straightforward and i really appreciate it. I hope we will still keep in contact although i feel that we are drifting apart. We tink and do things differently like what you say, so its vry hard to know what each other is tinking. But i am happy for all that ever happened. You a smart girl so don`t tink that your english is nt fluent and don`t want to speak to other people in english. You've got to have more confidence in yourself. People build up their languages through speaking not by reading. Its two different things. So yeah, jia you!

Stephan :
I don`t know if you will ever get to read this. But i am very guilty towards you. I hope you will forgive me for what i have done. Everything is just so wrong, just not right. I am sorry for everything. Hope you will forgive me. But i really do hope that, you make more true friends rather than just cooping @ home. If you want to make friends, you got to approach people and not wait for them to approach you. You always complain your msn list, there isn`t much people online. You want people, you got to be initiative and ask. Let people know more about you, so they will not misunderstand you.

XinDi :
Haha, what to say about you leh jie? Our friendship started in secondary three and suddenly we are like old friends. Lol. Don`t know what to say about you lah. Always make me ke siao with you LOL. Glad to have you as a fren and nevertheless, good luck LOL. Don`t know what to say. Keep in touch as always.

Zhi Lin :
The same with jingyi, our friendship did not come by easily. Maybe we should just take things less seriously and maybe everything will be alright. Maybe we think too much and thus we ended up in all sorts of misunderstandings. You are really smart so i believe you will become someone of high status next time. Haha. Really. I am glad you are my friend you tried not to let our misunderstandings get worse. Remember me haha. Although we are also drifting apart, but i hope you will still be the same old you.

I think this entry is long enough already ba. Don`t know what to say le..

Orientation @ SRJC

2007-01-06T11:47:00.000+08:00

I shall learn to blog more often. What has been going in my life these few days? Life in JC started with a bang on January 03, 2007. I was still in the holiday mood and could not sleep til 1 or 2AM i think due to the habit of sleeping late during the holidays. Arrived @ SRJC and checked. I was still in ARGO5. No luck of getting a switch to be with my friends. Then the shock was Cheryl from 4E2 was in my og too.

And first day i made friends with June. Nice girl. Then of course, the others i just don`t know, we were just simply a og who sit together during breaks, lunches and play games together.

Second day, i got to talk to more people, not that i didn`t talk to any on the first day. ARGO5 was fun and the family spirit of ARGO was building on me. Was kind of dreading to go school on the second day since i thought it would be flooded with lame games which allowed us to get wet. And i didn`t hand the subject combination form on the second day which meant i die also have to go on the third & final day which was yesterday.

So i went, feeling that i am forced. Turns out, it was damn fun lah. I didn`t regret it. I spoke to more people. And got to know more friends. The games were fun and i escaped being wet. LOL. Then ARGO5 won den we proceded to the chair games where we are supposed to squeeze. Oh my, i nearly fell down. Then, the tamil girl i dono wads her name & Nnq infront quickly hold me or i sure fall down le. Seeing i was like the only one who nearly fell, the student council pple keep telling me to balance etc etc. And i didn`t really take part in passing the chairs because i was too busy balancing myself. But we won. Haha. Then there was the memory game. No offence but the person really wasn`t looking @ us lor. As in looking over @ Argo's side. She just kept looking towards Demeter & Erabus that side. Then jonathan, my ogl, got pissed off and asked all of ARGO5 to just leave, nt even participating in the cheering competition. Next stop was the duck walk thing which we had to balance a ball on the cardboard. I hai June do so many times because my legs just gave way la. I am weak, physically. But we still draw with Erabus.

Then there was the skit, i was laughing @ my own group because of one guy. Then after tat i just watched it quietly. Didn`t expect ARGO to win. Because i think the other groups's skit was pretty well and we were lagging behind Bismarck by 700 points. I didn`t know how we won too. Happy!

And did i mention college dance? It was fun lah except i dun enjoy dancing with the opposite sex. lol. Then went home on the bus. Chatted with Agnes & Zhanyuan & Mabel & Xindi. Reached home, watch a bit of the ending of Bai Wan Bao & bathed & then watched the channel U show then went online. Was shocked to see some of my og people adding me on msn. But nevertheless, still fun.

New year + Goals

2007-01-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2007! May 2007 be a great year to all!

Hmm, i've decided to put up some of my 2007 goals here although most likely i won`t be able to achieve it but oh well, just put! (=

2007 Goals
- Learn not to procastinate
- Get rid of my lazy habit at least a little
- Learn to take care of my body and not laze around
- Be a better person with a better personality

It must be weird to have this goals, hai~ But those who know me should noe why, I only wash my face with water and thats it, i don`t bother. So yeah, one of the things i need to improve of and good luck to myself and all!

Merry X'mas!

2006-12-22T10:41:00.000+08:00

3 more days to X'mas! Here's a greeting from me! =)

Happy Holidays From Meiqi XD

New layout!

2006-12-21T17:54:00.000+08:00

New layout =) One layout i spend so much time on doing it. First time leh. I guess it might be up til chinese new year LOL. As long as possible ba because i am super lazy.

Yesterday went to Jurong Point & VivoCity with Jie & Amber. Fun lah but nice =) VivoCity was so crowded even on a wednesday afternoon! Then when @ Jurong Point, Amber told us she saw Felicia Chin and when i went, i saw her filming with Renfred of Campus Superstar. Felicia looked so chio and tall =)

Today went with JieHui to go SR. She needed a form to appeal out of Yishun JC. After that, we walked to Kovan. Bought sundae and then jingyi joined us soon after. Bought pearl milk tea @ CupWalker i tink b4 heading home. Then i am here blogging.

Hibernation process undergoing and i shall be in SR on January 3 in ARGO5.

Boring outings.

2006-12-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

Blogging has become something i don`t like. Because if i were to blog, it will be about to damn boring outings i had since last thursday which lasted til today. So, from tomorrow onwards, i will stay @ home and hibernate. I have spent a lot of money on each outing and i shall not go out. No no no.

Woke up @ 5AM++ today cos my cousin asked me to go give flyers to her. In order not to cause misunderstanding, its not that i have lobang and i don`t want you all to join in. The truth is, my cousin asked her fren to let me go with her as in let me have her job cos she wanted me to accompany her to pierce her ears + shop. So i worked from 7 ~ 9 @ Boon Lay MRT Station and from 12 ~ 2 @ Raffles Place MRT Station. Boon Lay is far but however after work, we went to buy breakfast then went to the library and waited. The library is nice lor and new and there isn't much librarians and just one woman @ the customer service counter. Quiet place. First time i go Jurong Point okay, since its damn far from hougang.

Then at 11+, we went back and took the MRT to Raffles Place. The place is flooded with people but mostly working people who are very busy having their lunch and shopping around before returning to work and not much of them took our flyers. It was very tiring and damn hot. I was practically turning 180 degrees because people was flooding in from all directions but all of them either pretended they didn`t see me or they just use their hand and signaled to me they didn`t want it. The job @ Raffles Place is tough. The working people couldn`t be bothered with us lor. Like out of 20 people, only 1 would take our flyer. Thats how pathetic it is.

As for schools, i am posted to Serangoon JC (science) stream. I believe our friendships will drift apart and two years down the road, we might become complete strangers. Just like it has happened now, whenever i go out, i don`t know what topic to talk to you all about. I don`t know if it is just me, but thats the case for me. I admit i am a boring person but in school, there are always things to talk about. About how our lessons went and what teachers said etc etc. Now, during holidays, most of us is busy with our jobs and our own things, even if we get to go out, i don`t even know what to say.

Band crap ~ emo entry

2006-12-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

the years i spent in band wasn`t a happy one.. for those who know me, my life hasn`t been very smooth ever since i stepped in hougang secondary in secondary one. conflicts were common and there were lots of obstacles i met.

in band, there was also the common excluding by people, i had to worry constantly about spending the breaks in band alone and then people would rush out of the band room with their friends during breaks to go to the toilet or have a quick breakfast but for me it was always staying in the band room and waiting for the time to pass. you people have fond memories of band but i simply do NOT.

also, although i was in the trombone section, not many people in the section actually spoke to me and wanted to make friends with me. i also endured through the commands my seniors would give to me - a mere junior and someone they never saw in their eye. i was just someone they would command around, not many people actually treated me like i was in that section.

four years has passed ever since the terrible mistake i made in secondary one. i am glad heaven did make my life easier from secondary three onwards, everything took a turn for the better and my life improved and my grades soared. frankly speaking, i am very happy. today is our school's band concert, i know in your eyes, i may be like a selfish person who just want the band to die and even though i maybe could help, i would rather watch than help. i have a very good reason for it and that is band wasn`t a place that bears fond memories for me. it was just a place my sorrows and pain would begin. although i am not helping now and here typing this entry, i still hope the concert will go smoothly. i am truly sorry for not helping but forcing me to do something i hate will not have any benefits.

INCONSIDERATE NEIGHBOURS!

2006-12-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

I shall blog since i am bloody pissed off. People living on the 7th floor are having renovations and its bloody noisy kae? So wad if you informed us, have you had any considerations about the inconvenience you are going to bring? I know that this is not their fault either but just that i am bloody irritated and the renovation is going to be for today & tomorrow?

On a brighter note, Jie is returning from China tomorrow after don`t know how long and Jiehui is in China until next week. >.< You go girl!

Went job hunting yesterday, what i can say is job hunting sucks lah. Agents here and there, no phone calls yet and the holidays are drawing near.. I enjoy pangya + audition now. I must go & learn from the pros haha. Ciao.

BUSY BUSY BUSY!

2006-12-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

Life has been busy ever since Nov. 26 til now and now finally, i get a chance to use the computer. Like 4 days or 5 days without computer le. Prom night was okay lah, kind of sian there but there were also the fun parts lo. I don`t recall much from the event just that i didn`t eat much, and there was lucky draw, Mr & Miss Hougean and that my dad took me and the others - jy, jh & step. to look @ the orchard road lights on the way home.

Yesterday was class chalet but seriously, my mind's been a blank. The thing is, i don`t remember whether it happened today or yesterday. Why am i so confused? The reason is that i didn`t sleep at all last night. Yup, not only me and also jy & step and many others. I shall summarise wad i did.

- met up with step and went to meet jy
- took bus 88 to pasir ris interchange and then another bus to downtown east
- got lost.
- called for help.
- asked the security guard for directions to Escape theme park and from there go aloha loyang
- walked under the sun and like siao to seaview terrace no.4 - desert rose
- picked room 1 to bunk in
- crapped arnd with the others lor
- eating sweets - mentos & chocmints
- teached mahjong -_-" (PS: i am shi bai de teacher)
- played mahjong
- bbq started
- xueqin started serving us food and sort of extorting service charge frm us (no la, just say nia lol)
- teachers came - mrs lai, mr tan, ms toh, mr tang
- took lots of photos with them
- ms toh say i lost a lot @ mahjong -_-"
- and also commented that i seem to be obsessed with mahjong
- bathed at arnd 12AM
- gossip club started @ arnd 1AM with more and more pple joining us
- ended at 4AM
- went to play mahjong til 5AM+
- went to seaside early and waited for the sun to rise
- came too early
- but nevertheless, waited..
- took nice pictures
- by that time, my body was alrdy collapsing due to lack to sleep + food
- walked back to chalet and packed our bags
- walked a hell long way to Mac for breakfast
- ordered sausage mcmuffin with egg + ice milo for breakfast
- felt much better
- took bus to bus interchange
- bus 88 came
- rushed up
- jy, zy and me fell asleep on the bus
- step. left to see the route
- glad she didn`t sleep and woke me up
- or the nxt thing u noe, we are alrdy at the next bus interchange
- jy woke up soon after and zy woke up abruptly when i wanted to wake him up
- reached home, slept and now here =)

BORED.

2006-11-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

Life's been boring these few days. Nothing to do and pangya is getting sian le. Here are some photos i took when i was in Japan last year in mid-november. Late i know, but better than nothing. 5 photos with every post. There are a lot. Really. Pangya screenshots are with jie ~ and she is eating now. So long.. sigh ~

Reopening of blog!

2006-11-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

Wakaka. Finally reopened my blog after the super long break. Even earlier leh. My sign said "til DECEMBER" okay. So be glad. Went to Kovan with jingyi, zhilin, jie hui and last but not least, my jie aka cindy aka xindi. We wanted to go to SuperBowl to bowl. Heh, don`t be mistaken that it is a place that sells bowls, we just wanted to go bowling. Went there and saw so many kids flooding the place and the place had only one word to describe - noisy.

So ya, noisy + flooded lor. So we thought there isn't any place for us so we left. Decide to go shopping @ Heartland Mall before coming back so yea. Went around Heartland Mall, looking @ clothes & other crap. Jie bought Kingdom Hearts II cartridge to play. It was supposedly for her to play during her stay @ China. But she started playing it and now is sort of hooked onto it.

We got lost with the others quite a long time. First time is me with jiehui & jie and we could not find jingyi & zhilin. Second time is i with jingyi & zhilin and could not find jiehui & jie. This is the problem of large groups haha. After buying sushi @ Edo Sushi, we walked back to SuperBowl. Okay, so they have this waiting list thingy where we can wait lo. Then jingyi & jiehui went to register. Since it was again full, we waited. Since we are a group of 5 (Hi5 like wad jiehui said), we sat at two tables. Jingyi & Zhilin at one table and me with the others at the other table. JY & ZL were down there trying to take shots with the handphone of each other. Lame lor -.-" While jh & jie were playing their gameboys. Jh with her PINK gameboy DS Lite and jie with her gray gameboy DS. I, wanted to sneak my bro's metallic blue gameboy advanced sp but failed lah, sort of. So anyways, i brought my chinese novel along. Started reading. I tink everyone would have assumed jh & jie as gameboy crazy and me the nerd wahaha.

O levels has passed since don`t know when~ Life's been the same. Did not have anytime to replenish my sleep but will try to do it today. Tomorrow's free day after the trip continuously from friday to today. Yup. Can't be bothered to elaborate on what went on from them but just briefly. Friday, went to hougang mall with jingyi and waited for jh & jie. Saturday was plain prom shopping @ heartland mall, plaza singapura & bugis street with jy, jh & jie. All got shoes & dresses but when i reached home, mum thought my dress was inappropriate for prom and wanted me to go out with her on sunday to look for another one. She even went out on saturday night to bugis street and OG to look for it. Sunday went out with mum to bencoolen lo, bought my white & blue dress. Quite okay ba, i personally tink it is more formal. Monday went to jie house to play cluedo & game of life and they watched me play pangya. LOL. Cluedo was fun. Really. And today, woke up @ 8AM to go to school and then came home and @ 2PM rushed to meet them @ hougang point's newspaper stand. Thats all. =)